You’d think I would know by now what I’m after
You’d think I would know by now what I want
You’d think I would know by now what I’m seeking
You’d think I’d be wiser by now
But I’m not

You’d think I would have by now a few answers
You’d think I would have by now a few good thoughts
You’d think I would have by now a sense of direction
You’d think I’d be further by now
But I’m not

Wanting to want, hoping to hope
Feeling to find, longing to cope
Fight to keep fighting, a battle to breath
A war to keep loving, bleeding to be free - a need to be free

You’d think I would know by now what love is
You’d think I would know by now to do what I ought
You’d think I would know by now how to be selfless
You’d think I’d be the one with some answers
But I’m not